Wow... here we are sitting on the pool deck for the last night writing our blog, looking over the lights of Mobay. It is hard to believe that our time here is almost over.
We did our normal routine of 6:30am breakfast! The students are going to be in a great schedule by the time we get home! Then we joined the YWAMers for worship. It was creative worship day so we all got to join in telling stories through pictures and song, very different but fun and a good experience for us to worship outside of our North American box.
Next we went to Blossom Gardens. It was apparent right away that this was a very different children's home Robins Nest. It seemed very institutional instead of anything resembling a loving home. They gave us a very brief tour. There were no toys in sight, just rooms with many cribs and beds. We walked into the age 0-1 year old room where there was one women talking care of all of the babies(all of the babies, one was 7 days old). They instantly wanted to be picked up. Some of the team went outside to where the 1-2year olds were. They were having snack but in a matter of minutes they where in our arms. They so desperately wanted to be held, and loved. It was heart breaking. These children are a ward of the state, and are only allowed to live there until they are 8. From what we could see there seemed to be nothing resembling a family or love. It even seemed hard to make some of them smile. It took a while to hear any laughter. When we had to go to the other part of the building some of them would not let us let them go. It was hard to take emotionally.
We also got to go and sing songs with the older kids aged 2-8. As well as doing our skit, they loved it so much they wanted us to do it again. Then we did a craft with them. They asked us when we where coming back, and gave us hugs. The children are used to people coming and going in their lives, if they grow up there. After we left the Blossom Gardens it was the first time the trip home in the van was a silent ride, no singing or laughter. It was silent. There was a heaviness in the team members hearts, aching for these children and just feeling exhausted.
The worship song that kept resonating is my head was “break my heart for what breaks yours.” In conversations with the student that afternoon, I kept telling them that it is ok to be sad, and to be moved by what we experienced. As a good friend always tells me this is not the end it is just the beginning. That evening in our team meeting we listened to a song by Brooke Fraser called Albertine (check it out on youtube), a line goes. “Now that I have seen I am responsible, Faith without deeds is dead.” It was really challenging to see the students and how the Holy Spirit is speaking to students as they are starting to ponder the “now what.” We will keep asking, now that we have seen all this and experienced all of this poverty, lack of love and huge possibilities.... now what. How is God calling us to keep serving and reach out? We will keep talking about this in the days to come, and in our debrief.
Today, we went back to Reading School for morning devos. It was great to see them really want to sing all the songs. In fact the teachers were trying there hardest to memorize the songs(at the end of the devo time we gave them the music sheet:). This school accepts all teachings and religions. So we planned a new skit for them.... aka bible overview. It was a fantastic morning and Reading school ended by asking loudly “PLEASE COME BACK!”
In the afternoon we did work projects around the base. Some of us got to learn how to make a Jamaican meal, worked on the grounds, and cleaned rooms. The YWAM staff made a special Jamaican lunch to show us how much they love us! It was very special and one of the BEST meals I have ate! We sang fill up our cup for them!
We spend part of the afternoon at Hope Hospice (Which is a palliative care home). The students were nervous at first, but it didn’t take long to start visiting with the patients. We heard many stories, were sang to, prayed over and danced with (Mike and Sam had a few long slow dances with a very admiring blind women, who also sang love songs to them). You will have to watch the video if you get a chance! Wow so funny! We were amazed about the positive spirits many of them had, and how grateful they were to have visitors. It was a good experience.
Tonight, we had our last community meeting with the YWAM staff and students. We shared testimonies of our time here, and sang them the song (Beautiful by Phil Wickham). The Barker family came! It was a great to see them again and for them to hear how blessed we where by being apart of building God’s Home. Everlad prayed a blessing over us, which was amazing. He prayed for safe travels and was thankful to God because we were "a blessing and so much fun." We were also blessed to hear the testimonies of the Discipleship Training Students(DTS) who just returned from Zambia, and Trinidad. It was really cool to see how God worked in their lives and in their trips, what a blessing to be a part of that.
We are all packing now and getting ready for bed. I have had a few requests to lose passports so that the student can stay here forever! Are you all ok with that???
I do not think so we love them to much, not have them back with us in Saskatchewan at this time. We will bring them all back home soon don’t worry!
We will be off the airport in about 14 hours! Then off to California for a day of debriefing on Friday. Pray for us as we travel and keep asking "now what?"
Thank you once again for loving us and praying for us we feel it and are extremely grateful!
Blessings,
Hannah and team